PAUL RUMME

this is all about making judgments this is all about making state-

ments and wanting to retract them this is all about creating new

languages this is all about making connections this is all about rela-

tionships this is all about knowing and not knowing this is all about

contradictions this is all about method and form this is all about

never feeling satisfied with what is produced this is all about over-

producing and being self-satisfied this is all about seeking the truth

and then evading it this is all about starting, but not finishing this is

all about beliefs this is all about disbelieving this is all about remem-

bering this is all about wanting to forget this is all about feeling fears

and insecurities this is all about now this is all about persevering till

you can't feel anything anymore this is all about going forward and not

being able to go back this is all about penetrating exteriors this is all

about looking for depth this is all about balance/weights this is all

about setting standards this is all about political commitment this is all

about centers this is all about alignments this is all about tradition

this is all about interpretations this is all about frailty this is all about

fragility this is all about finding support this is all about freedom and

spontaneity this is all about borders and frontiers

これは判断すること・ 声明を出してすぐに取り消したくなること、新しい言葉を

創ること、接点を作ること、関係をつくること、全てを知りながら全てを知らない

こと、矛盾のこと、方式と形式のこと、創られたものに満足しないこと、生産しす

ぎに自己満足すること、真実を求め見つけたときそれから逃げること、事を始め完

成しないこと、信じること、信じないこと、思い出すこと、忘れること、恐れや不

安を感じること、 これこそ今・ 何も感じなくなるまで我慢すること、前進して

戻れないこと、壁を破ること、深さを探すこと、天秤にかけること、基準を決める

こと、政治的立場をとること、中心について、整列すること、伝統のこと、解釈の

こと、もろさのこと、はかなさのこと、支持・支援を見つけること、自由と自発性、

境界線とフロンティア です。